BDD

i just discovered which is by far the most freakiest psychological illness i have ever heard, and i saw it on Oprah...

its called BDD (Body Dysmorphic Dysorder), now, i dont know if it just falls on really really handsome and good looking people, cuz the people in Oprah who actually had it, were like damn good looking.

i missed the first 5 minutes of the Oprah show, so when i turned on the tv there was this gorgeous woman, who i took for some friggin celebrity doing some charity work in the slumps of africa and all that, but boy was i wrong, and looks can be pretty deceiving.

and after a few seconds i discovered that this girl had problems...and out of all the problems she was supposed to have, it ended up her looks...i mean she was really beautifulllll.

and i couldnt grasp it, to audience there couldnt grasp it, hell, even Oprah couldnt grasp it!

and i became more bewildered when the second person was this really drop dead gorgeous guy, and he said that if it wasnt for his fmaily he would have killed himself, he sees a monster when he looks in the mirror.

an i was like "r u blind orsomething man! get an eye check!!!"

when he looks in the mirror, he sees himself as having lots of zits, and lazy read blood shot eyes, its very hard to understand

and me trying to explain it is just impossible, even when the bdd expert over ther tried explaining oprah couldnt get it, and when a shrink in this field cant explain it to oprah, then who the hell am i to explain it.

but u get my point, people who has this illness, thinks of themselves as ugly, u get paranoid, u look in the mirror for hours and hours on end, u keep on lookin in the mirror and see if each and ever pores in your skin is normal, thats how it is really.

....but those people were sooo goooooooodd lookingggg!!!!

oh and btw, that picture right there, her name is Jenny, she was on the Oprah show, she has bdd, and hought that plastic surgery can cure her paranoia, so thats just what happens when u have 25 plastic surgeries done to u. her doctor said that she is not allowed to have any more plastic surgery on her nose, cuz its already at its minimum size, and she makes it small than that, she will end up geting nose collapse

and there was this beautician in the end which got interviewed, she was one of the leading beutician in the us and this is what she said:

"If you get plastic surgery, you wont look young, you will look like you just got a plastic surgery."